rox [19 Aug 2004|03:15pm] Jon left yesterday ( he was here for 5 days visiting) it was FUN! :D uuhmm had a docters apt today.... Going in the hospital tomarrow afternoon .. LIFES FUCKING RAD!. The docter n my sister thought i should go in today but no. how about not. Uuuuuhhmmm wow i had alot more to say and as usual i get brain fucked and cant remeber what it was that i was going to say Sean came over last night around 10 pm and left around 3 AM. yEs i was hella fucking tired RAR! but it was fun even though he kickded my ass BAAADD at chess and video games lol we played dead or alive 3 and he kept kicking my ass but i was DETERMINED i was gonna beat him so we played for like 2 hours til i did lol he kept asking me if i give up yet and i was like HEELLLLL NOOOOOO! lol So uhm yeah that was fun lol then we watched adult swim :D ( family guy was on! ..zach hehe) silly show. anyways Just got home from Target .. I GOT CAREBEAR PILLOW CASE!!! ^__^ .. and black ones. Oooh and a pink Light to put in my stairwell and sum My little pony stickers! :D yeah. Kwoootnessssss..... uhmmerrm anywhoo So i dont know how much i will be online for the next few days.. Considaring that enquires me to walk down to the floor below me at the hospital and go to the family resource room to get on the computer .. but i think im coming home monday on home IV's. yay like i said before... LIFES FUCKING RAD>! mmk bye bye xxmeg 2 comments|post comment

jkhg [16 Aug 2004|02:38pm] Hmm yeah havnt updated in a bit... JONS OVA!!! ^______^ for 5 days Bwhaaha Yeah First day well night he was here we went to western on the way there bought sum CANDY at the quick-e-mart and then walked up to western well we went to the bench thingy first and ate and then walked back to western when we were getting close to it noticed that that fuckin security was ALREADY there it was only fucking midnight well we decided to just keep walking and we passed this girl and she said sum fight had broken out *SURPRISE SURPRISE* Well i was like fuck it i wanted to go there so we hid in the bushes right by it til they left well we started walking out of the bushes up to the fence around it and we noticed security was coming back so we fucking ran up the steps by the balcony and they started shining there fucking lights around on it again we were all sitting against the wall and i couldnt stop laughing for sum reason and jon was like MEGGAN SHHH!!! lol and i was sitting there and i was like '' *sniff* Do u smelll that .. smells like alchohal'' Jon was like '' Yeah its right there'' ( was right next to me .. Beers) and he was like yeah and if we get caught up here were gonna get blamied for it which was true so i threw them over the edge and they made this LOUD ass niose when they hit the ground.. yeah that only made me laugh harder lol i was having trouble keeping quiet. but anyways blah blah blah not gonna explain the rest cus im to lazy we didnt get caught though. uuhm Went to a BBQ yesterday and i got my tat re done FINNNNNNNAAAALY! lol Wow ok yeah im to lazy to type the rest of this shit. 1 comment|post comment

sf [30 Jul 2004|06:12pm] The whole going to school with my sister thing went fine. I got a little bored at times but otherwise it was pretty fun.. alot of good food to haha .. well pretty much all i did was sit on the computer there and eat. but thats all i ever do n e way..minus the eating. lol Ommmgosh! A girl from my sisters class who saw my photography wants to pay me to take family pics for her!!! how fuckin awsome is that?... She wants it to be not traditional.. like something creative i have come up with a few ideas... im hoping she likes them I finally got an e-mail back today about the buddy walk thing :D uuuhhm.. tom left to oregon about 2 hours ago.. not a whole lot to say about that Not a whole lot to say period.. i had more but i forgot.. post comment

rarara [29 Jul 2004|03:30am] I was Being a Camara Whore tonight.. Everyone Kept asking me for new pics so i took some.. and some turned into ..alot. lol i didnt upload all of them though.. i never do. They dont all turn out good sum actually show how ugly i am.. we cant have that. lmfao uuuhhm .. Lets see here.... This morning SUCKED. I got bad news ..obvoiusly from reading the last entry.. if u did read it. Im over it now really.. i mean YEAH i wanted to see people But like for the past year or so all i have thought to myself since we moved away from wilsonville is '' Im NEVER going to be happy unless im in wilsonville'' and yeah i never really moved on and wasnt giving n e thing a fair shot... except for maybe spokane but im not sure that counts considaring i was high half the time..but anyway so like This Big huge blow to the head let down of not going down there this weekend just kinda.. i dont know made me say '' FUCK IT I HAVE TO MOVE ON AND LIVE MY OWN GODDAMN LIFE THIS IS WHERE I AM AND BELONG''..uhm yeh u get the idea. but they say everything happens for a reason... well yeh. My sunburn is being a crack whore it like itches n shit n like its gross n yeh. ew. i got my septum Pierced.. ha ha no one likes it. But i REAAALLY dont care i knew most people wouldnt.. my sister dont even like it hahaha . ooof but like when i came downstairs and was like '' PIERCE ME'' to my bro in law he turned around and looked at me ( eyes TOTALLLLY bloooodd shot) Uhhhm r u sure...? I just had a few shots.. i was like YEAH i dont care whatever go for it, i trust you.. and he starts laughing i was like '' k yeh dont laugh'' lol Well I learned a lesson DONT LET TOM PEIRCE ME WHEN HES DRUNK.. Yeah Its Crook-ID ( i cant spell that ) lol So im gonna get it re-done.. That was like the most painless pericing ever!!! He kept going on and on about how it hurts n shit while hes standing there holding the needle about to do it.. so i was just like ''SHUT UP AND DO IT DAMNIT UR MAKING ME NERVOUS!' lmfao yeeah.. but n e way theres my 2 paragraph report on my new peircing. lol SINCE U CARE!. right?. lol Turning In my Job App Tomarrow.. and signed up for sum volunteer work.. waiting for a call from them peoples. uuuhm Lets see My sister did her little report thing today on me in class She wrote a paper about me for school and made a slideshow of pictures It was about what its like living with a Chronic Illness and such n so forth.. When i read it it almost made me cry.. I guess that when she did it tonight like Mostly everyone was in tears even the guys lol i thought that was kinda i dont know.... Tomarrow there having sum kind of end of semiester party thing or whatever and shes taking me to school with her.. i hope this doesnt end up like having ppl ask me a bunch of shit cus i guess alot of people asked my sister more about me and yeah kept saying stuff about me after the presentation like '' Wow blah blah her photography is REALLY good she should go to the art insitute n stuff'' n like '' WOW how old is she? '' Yeah u get the idea (she showed sum of my photography in the slide show) So Im slightly worried Im going to feel like a fucking show and tell thing or sumthing when all im there for is for the fucking food! Seriosly.. thats the only reason im going. lol.. I'll have to post that Paper she wrote about me in here.. Maybe u guys will understand this post better. Welllllll im out. post comment

[28 Jul 2004|02:34pm] Hm well Not going to oregon. I love how fucked my life is. Its so great. post comment

todday is the gaaayyest day i've ever known [26 Jul 2004|05:53pm] Did like Pretty Much nuthing today oooh BIG surprise. lol I got my port Flushed (Permanant IV under the skin) Well like When she was here she wieghed me for sum gay reason and i guess i now weigh 96 pounds... ooommg! Thats like REEAAALY bad lol i Should weigh and used to wiegh about 112 i have been slowly dropping but this is the first time i have been under 100 in a while... Thats like really bad like REAAAALY bad lol k u get the point. Im just gonna hope the IV nurse doesnt call my docter and tell him cus then the trip to oregon would be off and i'd land my ass in the hospital..for sure. Uhm yeah so that was the ''Highlight'' Of my day so far .. Colins coming over tonight for like the first time in uuhm 2 weeks? lol Good Good i could use the entertainment ha ha ha. Im so bored. AHHHH 4 fucking days and i getta see zachy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rraaaarr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayaya! *dances* haha (just for u zachy boo) :D Helped my sister with this powerpoint thing aand yeh thats about it. 1 comment|post comment

yeh [25 Jul 2004|10:28pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Offspring-Americana ] hm Went to wildwaves yesterday... It was pretty fun cept for the fact that ali went and was being a little pussy and wouldnt go on n e of the rollercoasters at enchanted village or n e of the good waterslides so me and tom couldnt.. well we went on like 1 good slide and when we got up there she started FRRREEAKING out and crying and screaming and we had waited in line for about 20 minutes and could go back down because the line went up a bunch of stairs so yeah.. the lady who worked there consoled her and talked her into going down it but wtvr. It pissed me off. But otherwise surprisingly i had fun. Got Hella Sunburnt. And lost my pale complection RAR! Oregon 5 days! yay! Theres alot of fucking movies about herion addicts on tv today. dude i wish it was fall. HOT WEATHER SSUCKS! uuuhm. I went shopping today with lisa... yeh. I got this Killer Misfits Patch a BIG one to put on the back of my leopard hoodie ^^ mmhm. Well im gonna do other stuff i guess post comment

stuff [23 Jul 2004|05:21pm] Uuuhmerm. Lets see if Meggan can make a happy journal entry. k? ..lol Here we go- Been Working on My Website Alot latley.. well i havnt today but thats because i need to put sum html scripts on there and the computer that has the website making program on it wont go on the browser RAR! So for like the headings i made online i had to get on aim on the lap top then get on a different SN on the other and send it through aim but U cant send HTML Scripts for sum GAY reason.. i dont know. Looking to get a blog and a tagbaord the baord would have been up by now but yeah html issues. Its Hot as fuck ooommgawd and we dont have air conditioning..because.. i dont know why lol My room gets the hottest so yeah that bites cus im normally in my room most of the time and now that i kinda cant be i dont know what to do with myself.. i was SOPPOSED to go to the movies today but Jessie couldnt go cus her moms a cunt =( ''Bitch cunt BITCH BITCH'' haha *inside joke. Yeah i should REALLY clean my room.. Get the popcans out ect..And the nvmd u dont wanna know lmfao Last night went out with andrew just drove around blasting music it was kinda dumb lol oh and i told my bro in law i was gonna be with tanya and earlier yesterday tayna said we might hang out so i was kinda paraniod shed show up at my house when i was gone and when me and andrew were driving down the street towards western i saw her walking in the direction of my house and i was like AHHH TURN AROUND! lol And We pulled up and i was like AHHH DONT GO TO MY HOUSE lol yeah she wasnt she was going to chads to pick up a 20 and then go back to western with britny to smoke it.. its funny imagining britny smoking.. shes so little n innocent looking.. Well she looks like shes about 6 lmfao >.< Shes about 16 i think. i dont know she reminds me of this one girl from wilsonville but i forget her name sum girl who went out with m2. ANNYYWAAAYYYZ got home early i think it was like 11 or so went to bed and yeh that was my yesterday. :D OooohmmmyGOSH! i saw the CUUTEEST fucking Motley Crue Shirt at Hot pocket eeeehh!! I WANT! lol Hence the BG on my journal. lol okay dokes well uhm gotta go copy n paste this shit in my LJ ... YES I FOUND A LOOPHOLE TO KEEP UP WITH BOTH JOURNALS!!.... Yeah ok thats not really a loophole. wtrv. -MegASM (haha jon) 1 comment|post comment

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[05 Jul 2004|06:10pm] OMMMGGG NOOO! I JUST TOOK THE FEKKIN TIME TO UPDATE THIS GAY THING AND IT ERASED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs sobs sobs* See if i ever FUCKING update this bitch again for a LONG time!!!!!!!! 1 comment|post comment

for zack [01 Jun 2004|12:57am] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? fer zacky ^^ 3 comments|post comment

[28 May 2004|01:50pm] Oh My fucking God i HATE my mom.. Shes now refusing to pay child support post comment

[11 May 2004|08:02am] Ahhhh... Another late for school day im predicitng.. i have laundry to do.. errr.... Also i am sopposed to turn in an essay in english which is my first period.. Hmm.. Anyways Nuff said.. Jimmy smake me another vid-mail Whoo hoo *dances around* ahhck Shower time. I should Explain last night... i will later. post comment

16 [07 May 2004|07:41am] [ mood | calm ] Its My birthday..ohyes... post comment

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